我讨厌英文

I hate English

Because of english
I lost my favorite person
Because of english
I feel inferior to others
Because of english
I got first failure in my life
Because of english
I must be very hard to learn, and to overcome difficulties
Because of english

I can't criticize those who can speak english thoroughly
Because of english
I hate myself,and often ask myself why I can't progress in my english
Because of english
I was unable to raise my head and to be a real man

However, I swear I will do my best in learning english, and never let others have any opportunities to ridicule me.